“Life Could Not Get Any Worse” by Warlyn Ramírez
What I first saw as a good opportunity to have a rest from all my
classes became one of the most stressful things that I ever experienced.
COVID-19, Coronavirus, has affected my life not only as a student, but
also as a person. I did not have the opportunity to fully experience my
freshman year at Hofstra University. Coronavirus has brought a lot of changes and responsibilities
into my life, which challenged me mentally and physically. In this reflection,
I will be sharing my personal experiences during this pandemic, and how it
has affected my life.
This new lifestyle and new learning system have brought some
challenges to my life. Because classes are now remotely, I have to do
almost double the work, because I need to learn most of the material by
myself, and find a way to fully understand it. Another inconvenience is that
I am at home, with kids running around, people making noise, and I cannot find
a space where I can feel fully comfortable doing my homework. At Hofstra,
I had different spaces –my room at the dorm, the library, various student
lounges— where I could go and concentrate while doing homework. However, this
kind of lifestyle has brought something good too; I spend the whole day doing
homework, because there is nothing else I can do. I also have been taking on
again some of my old hobbies, like playing chess, drawing, and coding programs.
As a student who used to live on campus, one of the most difficult
challenges now is getting used to being at home all the time, and not
being able to go out and socialize. Because of the quarantine, I have not
been able to go outside, because I do not want to get sick and then get my
family sick. This kind of isolation challenges me mentally, because I get tired
of doing the same things again and again at home. Sometimes I lose the
notion of time. It also causes me to lose concentration on my classes and
assignments. This isolation has also challenged me physically, because I spend
most of the time sitting in front of a screen. This can cause me vision
problems, and it is not a healthy style to live, without any kind of exercise.
I know I can do some types of exercises at home, but my mind is just too
tired that I forget to do it most of the time.
COVID-19 is also affecting me emotionally, because I cannot be
with my parents and my little brother right now. I have not seen them in a
month, and I will not be able to see them until May. The reason for this
is because they went to the Dominican Republic in early March, and they have
not been able to return back to New York because there are restrictions on the
United States’ borders and airports. Now I am in the apartment with my sister,
little cousins, and my grandmother. This has given me the responsibility of
going out and getting food for them. At the beginning of the quarantine, we all
got sick with fever and headache, which caused great fear in my family that we
all had Coronavirus; but after a few days we all went back to normal.
Even though this situation with the Coronavirus has brought some
challenges into my life, it has made me mentally stronger in some ways. I have
learned new ways of studying, taking responsibility for my classes, and
being more on time with all my duties. When this is finally over, I will be
more prepared for my classes for next semester, more prepared for life, and
will certainly have a greater appreciation for the people around me.
Warlyn Ramírez is a freshman student at Hofstra University enrolled in the
NOAH Program, and has served as a Student Fellow at the Center for
"Race," Culture and Social Justice since his arrival in September
2019.
Excellent piece. I look forward to working with you in the future at Hofstra.
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